“He’s JUST a FRIEND”

He's just a friend….

That I used to be into.

Used to love,

Used to want,

Used to give into.

 

One that exudes from me

Spiritually, emotionally….

Slowly evaporating from my pours

And into the heavens….

I know no more like this friend.

 

He has become the reason I smile now.

I have become his morning alarm,

And his voice, his words my bedtime story.
I love this man and….

He's just a friend

 

He is a comfort, a joy

a distant get-a-way vacation,
when I need him to be

He is all of this to me.

The best friend a girl could have.

 

He is just a friend,

Turned into my husband.

<3 J

 

 

When It Hurts So Bad

Standing in the window pane,

Fighting back the tears.

Thinking of all of our memories

Counting back all of the years.

 

Partially I am to blame,

But so is he.

Still when there is so much left,

How could he walk out on me?

 

Leaving me in the door,

Mouth wide, tears pouring to the floor.

I screamed out "Don't you love me!!"

He simply said "No more"

 

All the fight that I have.

All that I want to do,

But how can you make it work,

With someone who doesn't love you.

 

You easily walk away

When things go unplanned

You don't listen to our Lord,

To quick to take matters into your own hands.

 

I don't know what to say to you,

I'll let my tears do the talking.

Guess I was speechless,

Because you never turned back……

 

Just kept on walking.

 

 

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One day we were kissing, hugging, loving...
everything was perfect.

but then......