“He’s JUST a FRIEND”

He's just a friend….

That I used to be into.

Used to love,

Used to want,

Used to give into.

 

One that exudes from me

Spiritually, emotionally….

Slowly evaporating from my pours

And into the heavens….

I know no more like this friend.

 

He has become the reason I smile now.

I have become his morning alarm,

And his voice, his words my bedtime story.
I love this man and….

He's just a friend

 

He is a comfort, a joy

a distant get-a-way vacation,
when I need him to be

He is all of this to me.

The best friend a girl could have.

 

He is just a friend,

Turned into my husband.

<3 J

 

 

Til Death Do Us Part

I want to speak,
but nothing comes out.
My mind is a river of words,
but still no sound.


My mind races,
to fast for thought process.
I'm a mess.
Love Bound.

My eyes are reaching...
but, for what do they explore?
Noone knows, and I can't say...
Oh these secrets I keep.

Words, thoughts, sights, and such
I can not think, it's all too much.
Affliction,adulation such ilicit noise
A sound earless to others, quietly I weep.

I try to make sence of such word salad.
And slowly there is silence
like a menace to my ears,
I frown.

Close my eyes.
Say my prayers.
Study my halo,
and drown.

Lord forgive me.