A Little About Me

Every once and again, I would just like to update my readers on me:-)!!!
I don't know if I said in my 1st About Me post, but I am a 23 year old, mother, wife, nurse, and girlfriend (hahahah joke!!) lol But I am currently in school now pursuing my associates in science of nursing. So I haven't been posting regualrly and I apologoze dearly for that.

Of anyone have noticed I write alot about love. I am a libra lol, that should explain A LOT!!! But I have a question dear readers.

Do you believe in soul mates???

That there is one person who is exactly equal to you, completing you??
I then wonder, what if someone met and blew their soul mate off before, would they get a second chance with him??

Life is a whirl wind....girl just messy!!!!!!1 lol

Car Pool

I just want to take the time to say I love you.
Though I can not do anything about it, well
because after you, life took me down a different path.
And though we have met again in this intersection,
I'd like to follow you, trail you, go wherever you go....
But I am hitched to the tow truck ahead, so I follow him.
And unless you have the paperwork, he will not release me.
It's not an easy process.
For awhile now, you've followed us, and I have enjoyed you,
but we are not headed to the same destination are we??
Eventually we will have to part, say our goodbyes,
we will both wonder what if we never got divided by that old fork in the road many years ago.
We will wonder, probably everyday, until the feelings fade, if we would ever meet again, and more so if we will ever ride together again.
Whether we do or we don't...
I loved you then, I love you now...
I love you now.

Undescribable

You make me feel like a small river,
moving slowly in the middle of winter.
You make me feel free....
flowing which ever way the wind shall blow.
My eyes soften with thoughts of you
and I read you words over and again
as if it were a short story.

You make me feel like poetry
my tone is soft
rhythm is steady
my theme is love
my speaker is.....
your words shower over me like a mid summer rain

and I stand, arms open, mouth wide
taking it all in
as if it were my own....
I dance in you
I spin around and twirl in you.

In my mind,
we stand eye to eye
and forever.........

Physicality

My eyes closed,
beauty invisible,
heart nonexitent,
words muted,
beliefs unheard,
fears unknown,
dreams inaudible,
hopes unexplored,

BUT

My curves were taunting,
ass apparent
lips enticing
makeup unflawed
walk alluring
scent unforgettable
gestures seductive
breast delectable
sexuality impetus

What do you suppose he made of me?

Merely a sexy silhouette....at HIS convenience


Sad part is I perfected the role

I dismissed my cares
muted my fears.
covered my beauty
stopped my heart
concealed my beliefs
put away my dreams
held back my hopes
silenced every word.

Nothing more than a body.
A warm corpse, he laid.
The End.

My Song and Dance

Standing in the woods
listening to the song
sung by the trees.
Pleading for me to dance,
for me to sway to their rhythm.

Brustling of the leaves
seeping inside of me...
I hum to their beat
Their beauty, my defeat.

Read, orange, and yellow
what a beautiful hue.
The wind blows and whistles:
"Let me dance with you!"

So we waltz to the the river,
The wind and I,
we sing to the grass,
we dance for the sky.

Those clouds of gray
roll in with such fury
Jealous of the trees and wind
They stare down at me,
as though to say:
When does our turn begin?


And so we rolled around
those old gray clouds and I....
A jig so beautiful
that those clouds began to cry.

Their tears made music
fall upon my face,
still I rolled with those clouds,
danced with the wind
and loudly, proudly sang the song of the trees.

Never in my life,
have I been so free....
this is our little secret.
Mother Nature and me.

Dear You,

Dear You,
Who resides inside my thoughts, and tickle my fancy. I smile at the mention of your name, and my mind drifts afar.

Dear You,
Who's presence calls my name, and scent touches me from any distance.

Dear You,
who's smile is tatooed in my mind, who's imagery I can not escape.My heart pounds,and skip a beat or two...with a single thought of you.

Dear You,
Tell me why I can not break these mental images, shatter this ambiguous hope.

Dear You,
I am into you, and I can not tell you why.
who you are I am the last to know, what you like, I could not guess, but I want to know you...at worst....and at your best.

Dear You,
I want to sing your name. I want to swallow your words, and dance to the melody of nothing more than you and me. I want to poetry you, just take you for what you are and be freeeeeeee.....I want to forever you...and I want you to eternally, meeeee.

Dear You,
Call my name, speak my words, feel meee like I am feeling youuu. Let nothing and NOONE divide us. Run...away. Runway with me. Leaving all obligations, and guilts behind, we'll be fine, just you and I.

Dear You,
Love me.

Lover

He feel in love with her words.
For her lips danced so gracefully.
Tho she were not watching him,
his eyes followed her faithfully.

He fell in love with thoughts,
He fell in love with her ways.
He slept with her during the night,
and stayed with her during the days.

Still she had no clue.
That he even exist.
Yet he dreampt, and he dreampt
of sharing their first kiss.

Their first kiss, their first dance
the very 1st night she'd hold his hand.
The nights they'd laugh till they fall asleep.

He dreampt of all the memories,
that he'd cherish and keep.

He dreampt his dreams,
and all along
laid next to his wife,
inside their home.

Who his mental mistress was,
we'd never know.
But when she called, in his mind,
he'd go go go!

A Poet...

I am crazy.
A billion thoughts, cross my mind a minute.
I am "artistic".
I look at the world in a different eye.
I paint pictures with my words.
I know my nouns and my verbs.

I write what I want, How I want.
I say what I feel.
Make believe or real.
I am free.

Freed by passion,
released from comformity and realsim.
Is it still political??
Maybe, but I don't care.
I don't abide...
may not rhyme
possess no form
broken every rule.

Paper is my road, pen is my bike...
I just hop on...
set free
and I write.

Forgiveness

Although it had taken awhile,
He said "hello"
and made her smile.

She smiled, when she wanted to frown,
but his words,
always turned her upside down.

He looked and apologised.
suddenly
tears poured from her eyes.

She dreamed of when those words, he'd say.
But when he gestured for her hand...
She easily turned away.

Away, away, and away she kept.
and that poor fool,
regretted that he'd ever left.

Til Death Do Us Part

I want to speak,
but nothing comes out.
My mind is a river of words,
but still no sound.


My mind races,
to fast for thought process.
I'm a mess.
Love Bound.

My eyes are reaching...
but, for what do they explore?
Noone knows, and I can't say...
Oh these secrets I keep.

Words, thoughts, sights, and such
I can not think, it's all too much.
Affliction,adulation such ilicit noise
A sound earless to others, quietly I weep.

I try to make sence of such word salad.
And slowly there is silence
like a menace to my ears,
I frown.

Close my eyes.
Say my prayers.
Study my halo,
and drown.

Lord forgive me.